I know there aren't that many people watching my journal. But I'm desperate...

It's about school stuff, and more importantly, my future. I was home schooled, and my mom never actually knew she had to keep records of my progress or anything...not that it mattered, because she stopped teaching me her self when her life started crumbling apart. So I just recently got my GED, and I'm looking to go into college, hopefully a art institute. The problem is, these colleges want to look at my records and stuff...the only thing I have is my GED.
They want a GPA, they want teacher references... stuff like that. All the stuff, I don't have! But for my GED test scores, which are okay, but the math part SUCKS.

So... I am told I need to take my SAT, or ACT, or...something...something I'll fail utterly at. The college near home has nothing towards teaching me traditional animation like I want to learn, but it does have a culinary program. Which I wanted to minor in... but If I go there, to get my associates in culinary arts,  it will take 2 years...but I'll have a GPA after that, and ...and stuff... I guess? I still need to take a ...entrance test for the college I guess... but will they make me take math and other things with it? Just like... my general's but with culinary classes on the side? It's just...scary. I have a complete mental block with numbers.


The last day of registration of LATE registration is tomorrow...and I'm pretty sure the classes I want to take are all filled up.... What do I do? I don't want waste any more time...but it's looking more and more like I have to wait until next semester... x_x

Sorry if this doesn't make any sense....
 

Just posting a sketch. I'll finish it later.

So my friend sent me this GORGEOUS song, Dan Gibson - Cool Forest Rain. And my friend said it reminded me of two of our original characters... and when I heard it ... I was like. WOAH. Because it did! HURR. An yways. I've come up with the most emo, angsty story because of it! Usually... I HATE all the sad, sad stores, with a even sadder ending. But I just think I'll have to do something about this one. I'm not very good at writting, but I think I could make a one-shot...It'd be great pratice as well, drawing a comic.
 

The story would be about two young men, whom find each other in a rehab place of sorts. (A very NICE one from the looks of this picture... D:) And while they keep up with their therapy sessons, they find themselves becoming more then just friends.

And that's all I'm sayin' for now.

Eh.

Not gonna post much. Just that I whine wish time would slooowww doooown a little bit so I can get things done. D; Just gonna drop some of my art here. I need more pratice with my markers...

http://incubusgrave.deviantart.com/art/Kuroshitsuji-The-Young-Master-105548154